As much as you want to rest, there's this pressure in your heart, confused about which way to go or what to do next. You want to take control of the situation. You want answers immediately. Honestly, I do too. But as I read the Bible, God reminded me of who is truly in control. And it's Him.

Perhaps the goal isn't to become a perfect swimmer, but to become a perfect truster—to know that even when the waves are over my head, they are still under His feet. So, I will keep walking, keeping my eyes fixed on Him, even in the deepest waters.

Even as I struggled to breathe, I poured out everything to Him. I prayed, “Lord, heal me. Only You can heal me. I surrender my life to You again. I will follow You and use my life for Your kingdom.”